i love ...

I failed to understand

a few things.

I even, at times, 

close my mind from

matters I never want

to face.

I get depressed.

I mess up when I can't

manage everything

coming by.

I cry when I can't 

help myself anymore.

I mourne.

 

I become sad.

I try to transform 

myemotions into

something else,

just to forget.

I lie.

I make mistakes.

I get jealous and upset.

I feel down like a toy

being dumped.

I am hurt.

But still choose to

EXIST.

Just because

I love...