Wednesday, November 12, 2008

letting go

I was in the stage 
of moving on.

I was discarding everything 
taht reminds me of our past,
though it's heavy in my heart
but I need to submit
myself to the idea of living
a separate life apart 
from the one I love.
Days passed and I was able
to manage being
away living on my own...
but when I saw him
with someone new, 
I broke down into tears
and suddenly I realized,
YES i've moved on...
but I forgot to let go...

continue to breathe

I let go of what 
I thought was mine.
It hurts, yes,
a lot actually but as
I got through each day
wihtout him
I realized
taht the world would
just keep on
turning and
I had to continue
BREATHING.

soooo unfair!

Unfair is when I never
asked him to stay
but he promised he will
and later on walk away.

Unfair is when he had
moved on 
and I was left 
stranded.

Unfair is when he found
someone new and I also did
but chose to
love him still.

Unfair is when someone
comes again 
but my heart refuses to see
for the fear of
getting hurt again...

pretending maybe an answer

Its really hard to show
everybody how you feel, 
scared of letting them know
what's bothering you...

Sometimes lying would be
an excelent remedy to
overshadow the tears
from your eyes...

You hide the pain by
smiling, you hide the tears
by laughing,
and you hide the sadness
by lying...

And sometimes you just 
want trade your life
just to experience a
minute of hapiness that
will really change
EVERYTHING...

But that what makes it ironic,
the more you seek
for hapiness,
the more you 
loose it.

i love ...

I failed to understand
a few things.

I even, at times, 
close my mind from
matters I never want
to face.

I get depressed.

I mess up when I can't
manage everything
coming by.

I cry when I can't 
help myself anymore.

I mourne.
 
I become sad.

I try to transform 
myemotions into
something else,
just to forget.

I lie.

I make mistakes.

I get jealous and upset.

I feel down like a toy
being dumped.

I am hurt.

But still choose to
EXIST.

Just because
I love...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Fm Static Moment of truth Lyrics

Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing, when the
whee'll stop spinning cause we don't
know where we're going...
and here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
all to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

And here I am, on the west coast of
American and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
all the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

Sunday, September 14, 2008

realizations

i failed to understand a few things. i even, at times, close my mind from matters i never want to face. i get depressed. i mess up when i can’t manage everything coming by. i cry when i can’t help myself anymore. i mourn, i become sad. i try to transform my emotions into something else, just to forget. i lie. i make mistakes. i get jealous and upset. i feel down like a toy being dumped. i am hurt. but i still choose to exist just because…. i love…