delsky

its not that easy.... feb.13, 2009

2009-02-12T23:07:00.000-08:00

Yet, what should I expect? They all say this is a part of the ride…but I don’t feel any wiser. I don’t feel any stronger. The decision to let you in has left me dumbfounded. The experience, whenever I would recall it, fails to commemorate a lesson…sadly, it weakens me; to the very depth of my core.

no matter what

2009-02-04T03:53:00.000-08:00

LOVE..means trusting yourself with somenoe who has seen you at your

worst nd loves you in anyway. It means teasing each other and laughing

at inside jokes nobody but the two of you understands. It means feeling

safe enough to talk about anything and having the patience to work out

disagreements. It means counting on someone who sympathizes when you

had a bad day, worries about you when youre gone too long and always

welcomes you with open arms NO MATTER WHAT..

real or deal love?

2009-02-04T03:49:00.000-08:00

when you love never stick only to what your heart feels...remember that

sometimes, using your brain is a necessity...next, never use your use

to cry for the person who hurt you...Instead, use it to search for the

right one..lastly, don't be scared in breaking up...keeping a

relationship without love is just a waste of time. TAKE NOTE, love the

one who will fight for you and bravely face each and every consequence

..somenoe whom you can call "mine" rather than "ideal".

worth fighting for

2009-02-04T03:46:00.000-08:00

there are things you can't see but you choose believe, reasons you have

but you can't explain, mistakes you can't bring yourself to regret,

and a LOVE so questionable but you still choose to fight for...

loving someone

2009-01-15T12:27:00.000-08:00

sometimes when you love someone very much, you'd have to go through every tear, every heartache because in the end, its not how much you suffered but how you loved.

i love you

2009-01-15T12:26:00.000-08:00

when you love someone give all the love you can offer. remember that its better to be the one whose fooled than to be the one whose fooling someone. atleast in the end you know that your true when you said "i love you".

missing you

2009-01-15T12:25:00.000-08:00

i miss the way he made me laugh.i love all the jokes we shared.i miss the things we used to do.but above all this...i miss the crazy sweet person who broke my heart and fixed it again.

With me

2009-01-15T12:24:00.000-08:00

With me, you don't have to be fancy or talk in a special way...You don't have to mind your manners or wear your best clothes and shoes...You don't have to pretend your happy when your feeling sad...With me, you can cry...You can laugh out loud...You can speak your mind or say nothing at all...You don't have to try hard to impress me because with me, you can just be you and I appreciate you for that.

cruel world of love

2009-01-15T12:23:00.000-08:00

In the cruel world of love...I've learned that promises aren't contracts...Kisses aren't assurance,Sweet words aren't guarantees...Big hugs aren't bonds...and that nothings permanent in this life...One day he's mine, the next day he's gone.Last night he was sweet. the next morning he's insensitive.Loving someone is not always about fairytales, it's about truth and realities.If you won't accept the fact, you'll stay weak in the island of love.

purpose for every person you meet

2009-01-15T12:21:00.000-08:00

In life you will realize that there is a purpose for every person you meet...Some where put there to test you. Some will use you, some will teach you, and some will bring out the best in you...Some may cause you pain but yuo'll learn to move on... So let go of the people who can't treat you right and hold on to those who love you and see your worth.

island of love

2009-01-13T01:24:00.000-08:00

In the cruel world of love...
I've learned that promises aren't contracts...
Kisses aren't assurance,
Sweet words aren't guarantees...
Big hugs aren't bonds...
and that nothings permanent in this life...
One day he's mine, the next day he's gone.
Last night he was sweet. the next morning he's insensitive.
Loving someone is not always about fairytales, it's about truth and realities.
If you won't accept the fact, you'll stay weak in the island of love.

letting go

2008-11-12T00:22:00.001-08:00

I was in the stage

of moving on.

I was discarding everything

taht reminds me of our past,

though it's heavy in my heart

but I need to submit

myself to the idea of living

a separate life apart

from the one I love.

Days passed and I was able

to manage being

away living on my own...

but when I saw him

with someone new,

I broke down into tears

and suddenly I realized,

YES i've moved on...

but I forgot to let go...

continue to breathe

2008-11-12T00:20:00.000-08:00

I let go of what

I thought was mine.

It hurts, yes,

a lot actually but as

I got through each day

wihtout him

I realized

taht the world would

just keep on

turning and

I had to continue

BREATHING.

soooo unfair!

2008-11-12T00:18:00.000-08:00

Unfair is when I never

asked him to stay

but he promised he will

and later on walk away.

Unfair is when he had

moved on

and I was left

stranded.

Unfair is when he found

someone new and I also did

but chose to

love him still.

Unfair is when someone

comes again

but my heart refuses to see

for the fear of

getting hurt again...

pretending maybe an answer

2008-11-12T00:16:00.000-08:00

Its really hard to show

everybody how you feel,

scared of letting them know

what's bothering you...

Sometimes lying would be

an excelent remedy to

overshadow the tears

from your eyes...

You hide the pain by

smiling, you hide the tears

by laughing,

and you hide the sadness

by lying...

And sometimes you just

want trade your life

just to experience a

minute of hapiness that

will really change

EVERYTHING...

But that what makes it ironic,

the more you seek

for hapiness,

the more you

loose it.

i love ...

2008-11-12T00:15:00.000-08:00

I failed to understand

a few things.

I even, at times,

close my mind from

matters I never want

to face.

I get depressed.

I mess up when I can't

manage everything

coming by.

I cry when I can't

help myself anymore.

I mourne.

I become sad.

I try to transform

myemotions into

something else,

just to forget.

I lie.

I make mistakes.

I get jealous and upset.

I feel down like a toy

being dumped.

I am hurt.

But still choose to

EXIST.

Just because

I love...

Fm Static Moment of truth Lyrics

2008-09-23T20:09:00.000-07:00

Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing, when the
whee'll stop spinning cause we don't
know where we're going...
and here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
all to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

And here I am, on the west coast of
American and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
all the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

I used to know her brother, but I never
knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
she's the only one around, and she means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

realizations

2008-09-14T19:39:00.000-07:00

i failed to understand a few things. i even, at times, close my mind from matters i never want to face. i get depressed. i mess up when i can’t manage everything coming by. i cry when i can’t help myself anymore. i mourn, i become sad. i try to transform my emotions into something else, just to forget. i lie. i make mistakes. i get jealous and upset. i feel down like a toy being dumped. i am hurt. but i still choose to exist just because…. i love…